Addicted

You think this is funny, this game we play?
I find it torture, but I can't get enough.
Each time we're alone it becomes more and more dangerous
You can't trust me and I can't trust you
To hold on to that something we find so precious
What was it again? Oh yes our sanity.
No please stop I can't go on.
More, more, just one more time.
Love me, hold me tighter.
I'm addicted to your touch
To your heat, to everything about you
But I know we must stop or otherwise;
We'll overdose

Yes

I seem to just realize you have given up much for me.
You've turned your back to the ones you trusted
Because now they tell you; Love is not to be lusted.
Yet you don't see that all you see is me.
I lied to you yet you do not care.
You love me more than you could ever share.
I love you too I've always said.
But don't forget,
to breath again.
Don't turn your back, on those who are there.
For I will stay
even though the times will change
I'll be waiting just the same.
Even as years pass by and we will grow.
I'll stand there waiting knowing you said 'Yes'
When I asked "Do you love me?"
So go on do not stay
I'll be fine just walk away
Don't turn your head
Because I'll be dead
When you look in my eyes
All you'll see is dread.
But do not freat because when you return
Life will sprut from my heart
Once again.

Then once again will both say yes
As we stand hand in hand
At the Alter.

Touch

I feel you push against me. I want to be closer your touch like fire on my skin.
I want to escape but yet stay in your warmth.
I turn trying to escape from you.
Yet you follow, raising my chin so that you may meet my gaze.
You pull me close again and all my control is lost as your hand travails over me.
I push back, I turn yet not to leave.
To let you feel me. I guide your hands and it seems your control is lost as well.
All we see is one another. No one else is there, silence is broken only with ragged breaths.
You turn me in you arms and kiss my head, my cheek my lips.
You do not linger.
You let me go.
Yet I know not for long.
Your hands may have not lingered, but your eyes they do and the memory of those touches.
I see the fire in your eyes as others hold me.
Such a selfish man you are, yet I wear this collar just to prove;
Those touches will not be forgotten.