Friday, August 26, 2011

Dream Of Me


Her legs seductively wrapped around his waist, as he pushed them up. A silent plea not to stop. He gave her a caring smile as he laid back down, but in a different position. Her legs unwound as he laid his head down on her abdomen, a relaxed sigh coming from her lips. Her eyes fluttered closed as the afternoon sun shined in threw the window.
The small common noises of the world reached their ears, though slightly muffled. The wind blew against the glass causing the windows to shutter. His arms tightened around her waist, as she lovingly brushed the back of her fingers along his neck.
The day had been not stressful but very little opportunities arose when they could simply be in their own state of bliss. Moments like these were their utopia, no one could disturb them here. It was safe and a perfect world a place they did not want to leave. She felt him shift slightly her eyes opening when she felt his breath moving along her body. His lips softly met her's and she smiled at how pointless it was to open her eyes simply to close them again. As he pulled away she remarked.
"Can I stay?" He cocked his head to the side thinking of a response.
"Only if you can stay asleep," he spoke teasingly into her ear as he rested his head on her shoulder.
"But you're not a dream, this isn't a dream, it's reality." He nuzzled her neck and she looked down to the top of his head hoping for a response.
"Then I guess you can, now can't you?" She rolled her eyes and giggled a bit.
"You are mad, aren't you?"
"Only when you're not here." Her eyes softened and she looked out the window.
"Thank you for all of this."
"Anytime, just dream of me."

Family


Family...
What does that word mean to me?...
Love?...Happiness? ...
What is a family like?...
Family is something you treasure...
Like a grandmother... Or a sister...
So what's a real family like?...
How would I know? ...I never had one.

Wake


This nightmare disappears
As I feel the sun hit my face
My eyes flutter open to find your smiling face
I smile back and stare
We lay outside in a meadow to lazy to care
And I pull you down to me
As your fingers brush my face.
You have such an elegant grace
As we watch the rest of the world move by
And we just stare
So I sigh happy that you're here
With me by your side

Frozen Hell


Alone in the cold
None to hold.
Why won't this nightmare ever end?
Freezing my tears turn to glass
You say this world is perfect
I laugh at that
The laugh is bitter, and hollow.
This frozen hell
Is no better then anyother.

monsters


they laugh unknowing
it shattered long ago
that thing that we care for the most
mine is broken
i know of only one who can fix it
she left long ago and she was my only comfort.
the only one who shared my pain.
alone crying in a corner
blood is all i see
but it's my own and that's what scares me the most
drowning alone... alone...
does no one care for the pretty little thing they bought long ago?
no they don't
they don't care that i'm broken.
that i'm alone left on a shelf to collect dust
but by gaining me they broke me.
but no one cares not for me.
for the broken little doll they bought long ago.
it seems they got to old for me.
funny they would hurt someone they so called loved.
monsters.

One Please


One last kiss for you
One more wish to you
Please make up your mind...
I'd do anything for you
One last kiss for you
One more wish to you
Please make up your mind...
Before I die

Liar


Trapped behind my state of mind, I took your words and now I'm blind.
And everything you've given just kills me.
Your words swarm me through my soul like locusts.
Eating away at any glimpse of focus.
Their eyes flaming red like pain.
Filling the void once righteous and bloodstained.
But words can't kill the light inside me that tears me from the hate that binds me.

Help me from this Hell


Please heal me, I can't sleep
Thought I was unbreakable, but this is killing me
Call me, everything, make me feel unbreakable,
Lie and set me free
I feel the fear takes hold
Afraid this hell I create is my own
Calm my franticness, I can't take it anymore,
This used to be my own world,
But now I've lost control

Strength With Warmth


I thought I was going to die.
Then I felt something warm,
A comforting warmth,
It lifted me up and put me back on my feet,
I'm still scared of the fox when I see it by the woods,
but I feel the warmth surround me once again,
and the ever lasting words it spoke to me,
"You are strong"

We


We try,
We gain,
We love,
We lose,
We die,
Everything is apart of life,
No matter how small,
No matter how big,
Don't take for granted what you are given,
Never forget someone,
Never regret anything,
Because in the end it doesn't matter,
Because it was still a fun ride
wasn't it?

Friday, August 12, 2011

Substitute for My Love

I have decided that, if I am too scared
Then the only other thing I have to remind myself
Is this piece of wood here.

I suppose sitting here just makes it that,
But just like you, I am also scared to face this.
I know it cannot hurt me, will not hurt me,
Just like you, it will nurture me.
If only, if only I lift the fall board.....

I stare a bit more, deciding.
It's all I have.....
To remind me of you......
But also...... my sister.

I gingerly sweep my hands over the ivory keys
And my decision is made

I will play, to remind me of you My Love, My Master and My Big Sister.

I feel a tear slip....

The room is filled with life and it warms me,
This is no longer a piece of wood.
It is my heart..... Our heart.