Thursday, September 15, 2011

Listen

I wander in just like any other night
This place, it isn't as it should be.
The flowers are over grown
Even some have withered and died
Where is the keeper of this once beautiful place?

I step further in, my loyal dog by my side
We come to the center of the greenery
Where there is a small stone island surrounded by a pond
A table appointed for two is here

I have had many cups of tea here
But only with you, my Master
I examine the table
Usually full of crumpets and goodies
To find only a piece of paper
With but one word written on it
In such beautiful and elegant hand writing

I crumple to the floor
My dress bunching up around me
Necro whimpers by my side

Goodbye.... I hear the wind whisper in the same voice as my Master

Do you hear my tears Master?

Sunday, September 4, 2011

Giving In but Waking Up

I hear a voice in the back of my head, it's angry
A barking dog yelling-
"Please don't do this get up.. Get up!"

I don't listen not at all
What point is there to get up when
Someone will always be there
To just push you back down?
There is no point. So don't get up.

But again I hear it-
"Please get up....."
Who is it telling me not to give up?
I know it's not you, you're not here.
So if it not be My Master
Why is it I can hear this voice?

I sink lower deeper into my subconscious and
It seems the voice becomes stronger there

My eyes flutter open and it seems to be dusk here
It seems familiar in some way....

I look up to see a boy a little older than me standing there
He reminds me of a dog
He has white hair and his eyes are pitch black
His clothes are also black

Something's off though, he's glaring at me and he's wet...

Suddenly I find it necessary to look around
Behind me I see an old town
A town so familiar
I've been here before
I know it

I look back behind the boy and I see a greenhouse
Glass walls covered in greenery
You could never see inside

Then I realize this is my mind my world

"Our World" the boy corrects
"Yes I can hear your thoughts" he continues

I look down
I'm also wet

"I dragged you out. Thought you'd be better there"
He points to the greenhouse,
Somehow I sense that you're there
A safe haven in this world of mine
So dark and cold

Then I say it quietly
And I had no idea why but it just
"Necro..."

The boy perks up his head cocked to the side
"yes?" This boy he's apart of me
Yet not in the same way as you Master
He's a side of me that I've never found before
Until just now he's my strength, my stubbornness
Everything that I've been missing

I look up to him
"Where have you been?"
He grins at me and awkwardly rubs his head.
"Sleeping"