Friday, August 26, 2011

Family


Family...
What does that word mean to me?...
Love?...Happiness? ...
What is a family like?...
Family is something you treasure...
Like a grandmother... Or a sister...
So what's a real family like?...
How would I know? ...I never had one.

Wake


This nightmare disappears
As I feel the sun hit my face
My eyes flutter open to find your smiling face
I smile back and stare
We lay outside in a meadow to lazy to care
And I pull you down to me
As your fingers brush my face.
You have such an elegant grace
As we watch the rest of the world move by
And we just stare
So I sigh happy that you're here
With me by your side

Frozen Hell


Alone in the cold
None to hold.
Why won't this nightmare ever end?
Freezing my tears turn to glass
You say this world is perfect
I laugh at that
The laugh is bitter, and hollow.
This frozen hell
Is no better then anyother.

monsters


they laugh unknowing
it shattered long ago
that thing that we care for the most
mine is broken
i know of only one who can fix it
she left long ago and she was my only comfort.
the only one who shared my pain.
alone crying in a corner
blood is all i see
but it's my own and that's what scares me the most
drowning alone... alone...
does no one care for the pretty little thing they bought long ago?
no they don't
they don't care that i'm broken.
that i'm alone left on a shelf to collect dust
but by gaining me they broke me.
but no one cares not for me.
for the broken little doll they bought long ago.
it seems they got to old for me.
funny they would hurt someone they so called loved.
monsters.

One Please


One last kiss for you
One more wish to you
Please make up your mind...
I'd do anything for you
One last kiss for you
One more wish to you
Please make up your mind...
Before I die

Liar


Trapped behind my state of mind, I took your words and now I'm blind.
And everything you've given just kills me.
Your words swarm me through my soul like locusts.
Eating away at any glimpse of focus.
Their eyes flaming red like pain.
Filling the void once righteous and bloodstained.
But words can't kill the light inside me that tears me from the hate that binds me.

Help me from this Hell


Please heal me, I can't sleep
Thought I was unbreakable, but this is killing me
Call me, everything, make me feel unbreakable,
Lie and set me free
I feel the fear takes hold
Afraid this hell I create is my own
Calm my franticness, I can't take it anymore,
This used to be my own world,
But now I've lost control