Giving In but Waking Up

I hear a voice in the back of my head, it's angry

A barking dog yelling-

"Please don't do this get up.. Get up!"

I don't listen not at all

What point is there to get up when

Someone will always be there

To just push you back down?

There is no point. So don't get up.

But again I hear it-

"Please get up....."

Who is it telling me not to give up?

I know it's not you, you're not here.

So if it not be My Master

Why is it I can hear this voice?

I sink lower deeper into my subconscious and

It seems the voice becomes stronger there

My eyes flutter open and it seems to be dusk here

It seems familiar in some way....

I look up to see a boy a little older than me standing there

He reminds me of a dog

He has white hair and his eyes are pitch black

His clothes are also black

Something's off though, he's glaring at me and he's wet...

Suddenly I find it necessary to look around

Behind me I see an old town

A town so familiar

I've been here before

I know it

I look back behind the boy and I see a greenhouse

Glass walls covered in greenery

You could never see inside

Then I realize this is my mind my world

"Our World" the boy corrects

"Yes I can hear your thoughts" he continues

I look down

I'm also wet

"I dragged you out. Thought you'd be better there"

He points to the greenhouse,

Somehow I sense that you're there

A safe haven in this world of mine
So dark and cold

Then I say it quietly
And I had no idea why but it just
"Necro..."

The boy perks up his head cocked to the side
"yes?" This boy he's apart of me
Yet not in the same way as you Master
He's a side of me that I've never found before
Until just now he's my strength, my stubbornness
Everything that I've been missing

I look up to him
"Where have you been?"
He grins at me and awkwardly rubs his head.
"Sleeping"